Posts by xrewindx

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  • haven’t written in awhile

    thats really because i lost my password and i didn’t feel like getting a new one at the time. -__- but now I’m back. since the last time I’ve written my parents found out about me S.I.. my dad has never even talked to me about it and my mom well she wants to help…

  • another joint another scar

    i’ve wrote how my mom does have the ocasional joint in past blogs. our dog just died today and a close friend of my moms died 2 days ago the wake was today and since i didnt know him too well i didnt go. [ i dont know it just seems liek these deaths are…

  • I’m going to the doctor tomorrow

    my mom told me she thinks i have an ear infection and she is taking me to the doctor tomorrow. normally i’d freak a bit about this but than realize its no big deal i’ll just wear my gloves or a jacket and some jeans. but i cant this time. its supossed to be really…

  • i aparrently listen to “self injury music”

    yesterday i was with my friends at a bbq and we went to a park near their house. these  so called “popular” people come over and we were blasting some random music acting like idiot cuz thats what we do.  we are the freaks of the school why cant they preppy perky annoying idiots leave…

  • what wrong with me

    ok so last night [ i posted a blog on why i was having a hard time] i couldnt sleep and my mom saw i was extremely irratated and worried. she asked me why and i told her i didnt know becuase i have no control of how i feel and i cant explain when…

  • selfishness

    my mom is selfish and i can’t stand it. i no she loves me but i never seems like it. i feel like im going insane. I’m havign mental breakdowns durign class and mention of the words S.I. or sharps just makes me want so mad.  . i have to hold my breath just to…

  • my friend is doign better but now i’m scared for myself

    i wrote a post a few days ago sayign my friends started S,I, in his sleep after a few weeks of not S.I. well i havnt S.I. in a few days but yesterday and this mornign i woke up with injuries all over my legs with a few on my arms. this onyl has happened…

  • Please help I’m really scared

    my friend is a struggling injurer. he hasn’t injured in a few weeks but a week ago he started waking up with muliple wounds all over his body. I’ve done this before when i tried to stop but it was never as bad as he is and after i woke up with the wounds i started injuring again a…

  • please comment i need opinions

    latly i’ve been readign some things on SI but what caught my eye was when a few sites said it can be an addiction. this site states it is not an addiction but i’ve seen on site this site recomends that they believe it is. i am just wondering. i mean it seems logical both…

  • help?

    this week has been hard. spring break is supossed to be fun and it has been but so many bad things have happened in the past around this time and it’s been makign things very difficult. it’s getting a lot warmer put and it’s getting harder to hind the injuries. i can not keep making up…