Posts by Wants2bfree

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  • Cravings

    Well im starting 2 get si impulses again. Infact the only reason i dnt give n is if i do my bf will kick me out. It has been 2 months since i have, but 2 b honest, i would almost welcome defeat and failure, just 4 that feeling i get 4m si. I dnt…

  • Starting 2 have trouble

    I dont understand, i was doing so good. The past few weeks tho, ive been really moody. I havent gotten any si impulses, but i have caught my mind wondering n2 even more dangerous territory. I moved n w my bf, but the past few weeks things have been a little rough. He says things…

  • Doing great

    Hey guys, well, its been almost a month since i graduated 4m safe, and almost 2 since ive sied. Im doing great. Sure i still get uncomfortable feelings, but ive learned 2 sit w them, and ive moved on w my life. Thanx suja, lauren, and russell 4 all the help, and best wishes 2…

  • Almost did it again

    I almost did it again, really bad this time. Early n the mnrning of new years day. I was raped n my own appartment! Only 2 things kept me from it, first i didnt have any sharps (they were already confiscated) and second a really good frnd of mine came from out of town and…

  • New 2 this

    Hi im laura im new 2 this. Ive been siing 4 pretty much as far back as i can remember. I am going 2 safe alternatives n texas on the 5th of january. Any advice?