Posts by unhappy T

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  • no more

    it have been a couple of days since i had injured but last night was again over whelming. I can’t control the urge to injure, but I injured and was relaxed but then other stuff was still floating around my head so bad to where i wanted to hurt myself more. It would have be all over. I was…

  • it have been so long since i injured but today i got my hands on a tool and it felt good. I tried my best to hold back the urges i had but i was over whelmed that I had the tool in my hand and later that day whether this evening i was over whelmed.  I ended up…

  • tonight is not the night that i want to watch my sister baby. I am already over whelmed and ready to injure with anything i put  my hands on.  Sometime my family have a lot to do with me injuring myself. No on respect me or take me seriously. I am tired of letting them run over me….

  • trying to hold on

    for about a couple of days now I wanted to injure so bad. But i promise myself that i will not go buy a tool. But the urges are getting so strong to go to the store and get one. I cry out loud sometime and that help because I can release the pain that I’m feeling but when I hold…

  • sometime I think about how my day would be if i don’t think about injuring. I wonder if my injuring have to do with me growing up and realize that that what i feel don’t matter to much to people anymore

  • I’m not strong

    last night was a very hard night for me. I went in a mood swing and i tried to control the injuring urge but it didn’t work. I injured and I was confuse. I never felt over whelmed about injuring before but this time i did. I felt it every-time. I broke down in tears, more confuse more scared about…

  • One moment at a time

    Last night was not so bad when i finally went to sleep. I did sleep with the tool under my pillow only because if i had the urge to injure I could have. Today is a brand new day, and i have the chance to be ok  and try not to let things get to me so easy….

  • do anyone have some ideals?

    Tonight is going to be a long one. But I can say that I didn’t S.I. early. I got up and and went to the doctor early than what my appointment was for. But tonight I have the a sharp right next to me and I’m  ready to S.I.. I  have been listening to all of the responds but like…

  • At this present moment I feel confuse. I want to injure myself so bad. This moment I have the tool in my hand. I was looking at my scars and wondering will they ever go away. That’s making me very depress. I’m looking for the strength to throw away this tool. I trying to realize that my…

  • I couldn’t make it

    Today i was at home having a ok day but later that day my mood change and i injured. This time i might have infected my finger. Like i said I’m a diabetic and injuring my self  can lead to infection. My friend said i might need to go to the hospital but I told her…