Posts by tweezy.fairy

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  • Domino Effect

    this all started with one event at school(if you’ve read any of my other blogs). Which turned into a nightmare. But now all of my “friends” and even my best friend have turned away from me. They are just giving me the cold shoulder. The believe all the rumors. so they leave me out of…

  • Way past a bad day

    I really didn’t want to go to school today. I wanted to fake sick and just stay home because i knew that it was going to b bad. Some guy that assaulted me told all of his friends that i was easy and did anything and everything that he wanted me to, and i didn’t…

  • I cant believe that he did that

    last week i had a guy sexualy assult me at school. i dont kno why but its like i forgot how to talk, or scream. its like i was paralized i couldnt do anyhting. I finally got away. but kno i feel so dirty and not right. i told someone at school and they talked to him…

  • Wow its been a while.

    It has been a really long time since i have been on here..i stopped injuring and things were getting a little better. But i just logged onto a website that i havent been on in a while. I checked my emails, and i got a help me email. some guy wanted me to help him stop injuring…

  • Friends Forever???

    School sux. everything is just wrong. Friends always bickering. Back stabing, just everything. Wh ycan’t everyone just chilax. I mean im not saying be their best friend, but at least just get along. All this fighting and crap only makes things 10x worse. Then there are all these friggin labels. cliques and crap. you either…

  • Why?

    How do u not injure when u know that the guy that u have been crushing on for over 5 years s\is still in love with ur worst enemy?

  • Ok. Well one of my best friends knows about what all i do. but im kinda scared that he looks at me different now. In a bad kinda way. I mean he use to b my ex BF, and he and i were and kinda still are very close, but i dont want him looking…

  • Untitled

    I wonder if snapping a rubber band on my wrist can help me not injure?  I keep wondering why it is people say things that they dont mean. All that ever does is make things worse. My mom will yell at me then 2 minutes later say that all the mean things that she said, she…

  • Depressed really badly

    I recently just told my ex-boyfriend about me S.I. although he and i broke up in September, he and i are very close still. when i told him, he wanted to cry and started to blame himself for me self-harming, because i started back up again after he and i broke up. He still blames…

  • Thoughts

    today is the last day that I will be in school before spring break. As much as i hate school, i would rather be at school then at home. Some friends of mine invited me to go hang with them, but i still have to go home. plus i dont want to leave my best…