Posts by tru_lfe

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  • needing a hand

    im getting deeper and deeper into my depression. Hitting rock bottom and not seeing a way out. I SI’d again. its not helping much anymore like i remember. but enough for now. Too many things going on all at once and I dont know what to do. Ive tried all the healthy things and it…

  • Whats stopping me?

    I almost asked for help today. Something almost pushed me over the edge and after an hour talking to a friend about it, they almost persuaded me to atleast ask my mom if i can get someone to talk to. So… i walked into her room ready to do it and then i just stopped…..

  • I just cant…

    I SI’d again. I feel hopeless, like everything i do isn’t doing any good, its just making everything worse. I don’t even know how to keep going sometimes. I tell myself to just breath. but lately that isn’t working. I feel alone, helpless, and confused. but mostly i feel hurt. Then that makes me feel…

  • hurt dreams..

    I cant hold myself together anymore but i cant break down. I feel like i cant. Not now not with how things are the way they are. Im supposed to be the strong on and I cant be anymore. But i dont know how to change roles because who will take mine? you know? I…

  • The new kid

    I feel new to this and honestly, scared. I dont know how to tell my story if at all I have one. I have a question what is SI? I read a few blogs and it mentioned it.  Theres my stupid question for the day.