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  • Off and On insanity??

    I realised that somedays I am fine, I can go even a week, sometimes two, and feel happy the whole time. I have so many false recoveries. In the morning I could be like agonizingly depressed (cant even get out of bed, or look in the mirror) , then perky and happy, then at night I…

  • I don’t know what I want to say. I just want help, now. I don’t have anymore excuses, or reasons. I just want to be saved. Honestly, tell me where to go. p.s. I’m still not telling my mom

  • I want to, but I can’t.

    I want to get help, but I dont know where to go, because I don’t want my family nor my friends to know, and everything involves telling them, which isn’t an option. Does that make sense….?

  • It has been one month since,     well was. Not including tonight.