Posts by Rachel

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  • My Story

    December 6, 2007 was the first day of Hell for me. My parents were fighting again and my mom was in my room with me. She was yelling back and forth from there – my room is always her battle station -. Their fight was because of me and my sister. That was made clear…

  • this one’s for nate * please read this *

    on tuesday, my best friend read me two poems by our other friend, who is a guy. i cried when she read both poems, but then we got on a four-way call with another friend and nate ( the guy friend)- he used to si and he relapsed a week ago. he told me a…

  • i dont know how much longer i can go without

    i havent si’d in ten days, and i dont know how much longer i can go. at night, i am plagued with thoughts of si. i dream about it every night. it’s scary to me. my scars are fading, but i kinda like them. they are a part of me and i want people to…

  • just told everything

    ive been SIing for three months and i just told my parents today. i originally went to the guidance counselor. my  parents are glad i told them, but i’m suspended for 10 days and the police are being called. im kinda freaking out over that, but i haven’t injured in two days and thats good for…