I really don’t think I will ever get better. The help is out there, but there is no way I could ever afford it. Because of that, there is no hope. I can’t do this on my own. Sometimes I want to die so bad just to make it all go away. It hurts so…
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I don’t even really know where to start. I have been using SI as a coping mechanism for over 15 years. I can’t stop. I can go awhile without doing it, and then something triggers it…and I fall back into the same cycle. I absolutely hate myself. I didn’t have anything worth using today, so…