Posts by Kelsey

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  • 392 days

    it has been 392 days since i last self-harmed but it seems like its all that i think about.. i thought it would get easier but it doesnt. im sure it will but right now it seems endless. i have friends that still self harm and when they come to school with stuff on them it…

  • YAY!!!!!!

    Well it has been a week and one day since i have self injured!! I am proud of myself.. I am really trying this time. I really do want to stop. It is tearing my family up…Everyone thinks i can do it!!! Hopefully i can make it another week. 😀 Thanks for lisetening…..

  • So yesterday i did it again.. I was feeling really bad about myself and my friend was really upset.  She will not text me back so i am scared.. I want to do it again but i am trying to get better. I have decided to try to stop!!! I WANT TO GET BETTER!! Hopefulle i…

  • i need help!!

    i need help.. i want to injure my self. I have a plan to do it and i will take actions to persue this plan. I just need people to understand what i do. I feel alone like nobody is there ina room full of people. I just want to be left alone about my…

  • OMG!!! Well last time i was on here i had just got out the hospital and i was feeling like i could’t do it. Well i will let you know i still feel that way. Umm i was talking to my mom and she said i might have to go to a residental place in Belmount,…

  • Hospital Stay

    Well last time i was on here i was talking about my self injury. Well since then i have been in a hospital. I was in there because of all this.  It was one the the worst thing i have ever been through. They had me on CO, (constant Observation) I was watched all the time….

  • Thoughts

    I hate the thoughts that surround my brain everyday. I try so hard to not do self injure but it always tends to h appen. I HATE it so much..  it just sucks.. i need more help then i am gatting. i think about it everyday, every hour, every minute, and every second. it sucks…..

  • I did it again

    i waqs so stressed i just came out with the fact that someone abuses me sexually and no one believes me. they tink i am doing it to stay longer at iop but i am not bc i am ready to leave. i did it bc they dont believe me and they keep asking my why…

  • THE NEED TO DO IT

    the need to do it is so strong right now. i got a tool and triedsi-ing with that and it didnt work. i am at the botton of the pit and i need help out. in order to hurt myself i injured a different way just so i could get the relief i needed. idk if i am…

  • : ) My story

    I started self injuring after my daddy died. IT affected me so bad. I dont know why either because he was always mean to me. He was abusive verbally and physically sometimes. He would tell me things like i am gunna hit you with a chair and that meade me insecure about myself. Both my…