Posts by neverendingpain

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  • In pain.

    The pain that I’m feeling right now can’t be explained. I never feel loved or wanted. They tell me they love me and want me in there life and that I’m no a mistake. But then they go and hurt me and tell me that they don’t love me and that I’m just a screwed…

  • IDK

    I have finally told my parents that I have been injuring again. They didnt freak out like I thought they would. But they still dont understand. They made me stop and thats when they saw how much better I feel when I SI. So they have just ignored it and said that they would have to…

  • Can’t take it anymore

    Last night I SIed. The thirst to SI is getting worse. I spend everyday and all night wanting to SI I’ve even starting doing it in school. I can’t handle the pain anymore. It’s taking over my life and I can’t get a handle on it. The other day this guy went in my purse…

  • Pain and Fear

    I feel so lost and confused. I feel like I’m all alone. I just want someone to tell me that everything will ok, that I will make it through this alive. But no I’m all alone. They told me that I got myself in to something that I have to get myself out of. I…

  • They ask….

    The pain that I am feeling has never stoped. I have never been happy. I am starting to give up, there is just no point anymore. No one cares. No one loves me. The only time they notice me is when they are upset so they can take it out on me. People ask why…

  • Sean

    Sean is not only my new boyfriend but my best friend. He is someone that I can trust and tell everything to. There is a lot of stuff going on in my life right now that i havent told him because I dont know if I am ready to. But I think that I am…

  • Thanks Tyler

    My boyfriend Tyler has really helped me with my injuring and family issues. He understands and even when he doesnt he just listens he doesnt try to understand. He used to be addicting to SI. But he has stopped and he is helping me, When I am hurting or want to SI I call him and…

  • Parents

    I know that I am jsut a teenager. But I have seen it in my mother’s eyes when she looks at me. I see it when she looks at my scars. I want you to know that jsut because you fighting or yelling doesnt make it your fault. We made the deicion to IS own…