Posts by shaz

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  • help!

    im constanly thinking about hurting myself its like even though i thought life had meaning it doesnt and i dont want to be apart of something i cant feel i went for a walk the other day there was a storm here and i found myself standing staring at the waves comparing them to life like…

  • help!

    ive asked my mam can i talk to a counciler but im scared she thinks ived stopped si but i havent and have no intention on doing so i know shes going to check me tomorrow im so dead im so confused i keep crying if my mam finds out i havent stoped si shell…

  • help!

    i just want to roar and scream at someone im really scared i want to ask my mam can i talk to a therapist but im not sure cos im very bad at saying what im feeling and thinking and everything i say comes out all wrong if i do talk to a therapist i…

  • escape

    some people say venting your feelings is better than keeping them bottled up so here i go i feel like everyone in my life is trying to control everything i do and its scaring me i dont want si to be an addiction like if your a smoker and your dying for a cig i…

  • confused

    i seem to be going outtta control ive become bulimic and my guilty conscious is growing and is very irritating life is screwed its like nobody cares about anybody and love care and affection are meaningless to people and that hurts how people can ignore hurt and not care about people and their loved ones.how…

  • why?

    why are people so mean?why do people threat othes like there nothing? love and care are meaning less to people,why do some people not show love care or compassion to the people ther supposed to love and care for even if thats all they want just to be showed some love and affection what if that…

  • life

    lifes screwed its like nobody cares about anybody, and love care and affection are meaningless to people and that hurts how people can ignore hurt and not care about people and their loved ones. how can people not show affectin towards other people and especially ones there supposed to love and if the person or…

  • life

    life is screwed its like nobody cares about anybody, and love care and affection are meaningless to people and that hurts how people can ignore hurt and not care about people and their loved ones. how can people not show affectin towards other people and especially ones there supposed to love and if the person…

  • life sentence

    i feel like SI is taking over my life its like a daily part of my life its always on my mind and is all i can concentrate on i dont want to stop SI  because its how i express my feelings and emotions nobody i know understands why i do it they just think its…

  • breaking free

    i feel trapped doing this but i also feel safe and secure i reguarly lash out at myself for no reason other than i hate myself my anger frustration and sadness go deep ive tried escaping but ive failed i have no support my family have given me no support and despise me i am…