Posts by katey

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  • Why cant they see the way im falling apart?!

    Why cant my friends see the way i really feel?! it is plain as day. i mean i text them about how i feel lonely or worthless or depressed, and they reply that im not worthless, i shouldnt be lonely, that ill eventually be happy and okay, and i shouldnt feel that way. that everyone…

  • just worrying about school.

    hey everyone. i haven’t posted in a while. its okay if you don’t read this. I’m just kinda writing about things this upcoming school year. first there is orientation for school. that is totally gonna suck cause its on a Friday, and both my parents work, so i have no clue how I’m gonna get…

  • advise…….please???

    hello.  okay, so i need some advise. i have a family reunion this coming weekend, and surprisingly I’m no longer worried about my scars and people asking questions. i don’t need advise about that. i……………this is really hard for me to admit, but…….about 2 weeks ago i started smoking cigarettes. i have smoked more then…

  • WORRIED ABOUT MY FRIEND AND WANTING TO SI CAUSE OF IT=/

    HEY EVERYONE.  SORRY IM USEING ALL CAPITAL LETTERS, BUT ITS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS. UM LAST NIGHT AT 1AM I GOT ON THE COMPUTER AND HAD A MESSAGE FROM MY FRIEND. COME TO FIND OUT, SHE IS NO LONGER LIVING WITH HER MOM, AND TOLD ME NOT TO TEXT OR CALL HER CELL PHONE….

  • I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! D:

    ok. so first I’ve been doing okay with my si i guess. i haven’t si’d in like 2 or 3 days [for me that’s pretty good]. but now i want to use substances. I’ve never used drugs before, and I’ve been told you don’t get addicted to some but that you get addicted to the way you feel.  i…

  • i slipped…again :(

    i slipped last night [july 14th] and I’m not proud of it. 🙁 I wish this would all just stop but its not that easy, nothing in life can ever be easy.  i wish i could just rewind to that moment when i first tried self injury and re-due these whole 9 or 10 months 🙁

  • URG!!!

    Ok, so last night i had my friends spend the night and i had a tun of fun, but now that they went home i feel really lonely and tired [we only got 4 and a 1/2 hours of sleep] and now im pms-ing [early >:( ] and im depressed for no reason and i…

  • my story [if anyone cares]

    hi. i have never blogged before, so here it goes. i am a self injurer, and have been self injureing since October 2008. only some of my friends know about it and my parents recently found out.  i don’t even remember why i started self injuring (i think it was cause i was pissed off…