Posts by katey

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  • Challenge…..

    I haven’t been on here in quite a while…Don’t even know why I’m on here right now…… My friend gave me a challenge… It is to not SI for 31 days, and then another 31 days, and so-on-and-so-forth. Well, I agreed to her challenge, but I don’t know why. I know I’m gonna slip. I…

  • My Mask…..

    I haven’t posted in a really long time. This is a poem that I’m making up as I type. Why can’t anyone see my pain? The way I really feel? Why do my friends think my smiles are genuine? Why?  Why do people believe that I am fine, when I give subtle hints that I’m…

  • mixed emotions

    okay, so i started school about 20 days ago. ya know how you start out with an A in all your classes? well i found out that in geometry i already have a D. and i can tell that my grades are already starting to slip. i can tell that im getting back into my…

  • ………………….

    okay, so i recently had to tell one of my friends about my SI. She is worried about me and is willing to help in any way she can. she even told me that if i need to get rid of my tools then she will come over and help me safety proof my room…

  • “I AM” poem

    I am a self injurer. I wonder if I will ever be able to stop injuring. I hear people make jokes and laugh about self injury, when there is nothing    funny about it. I see myself in a mirror with scars on my body. I want to one day stop injuring. I am a self…

  • my life…

    okay, so this is going to seem like nothing compared to what others have been/are going through. if you don’t want to read, then that’s fine. i just need to think everything through, and it helps to do that by writing it out. ORIENTATION: it was good. my feet were killing me afterwards, but other…

  • Losing Last Little Bit Of Hope….. :(

    hey. okay, so i recently had my second therapy appointment, and it went okay i guess. im still not sure how much i can really trust her, so i still havent told her Everything…………I dont think that therapy will be enough for me to stop SI… :/ im starting to lose the last little bit…

  • puzzled…….

    hey everyone. okay, so lately i havent really had the urge to injure, but even though im not triggered, i do it anyway….. im wondering why i injure when im not triggered. does anyone have a logical reason as to why i injure when im not triggered??? also, im starting to feel like my friends…

  • MAD!!! *venting*

    okay, so tuesday i went and saw my therapist for the first time. it went really well. i have another appointment for next tuesday. 🙂 now im at home and my friend asked if i could spend the night friday. i asked my mom and she said maybe. then she said i needed to clean…

  • Therapy Appointment Closing In…….

    hey everyone. i just really need some reassurance. my very first therapy appointment is on Tuesday the 18th, and I’m starting to get really nervous. :/  I wanted this.  I wanted a therapist.  I wanted to talk to someone, but now that its so close I’m scared. I’m scared that she’ll judge me. I’m scared ill…