Posts by Haileycommet

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  • Reluctantly seeking help.

    So recently, my thoughts have been straying in a very bad direction, and my self harm has been getting worse. After confiding in some friends and my fiance, I was finally convinced to try therapy again. I went to an appointment that a friend made for me only to find out he had talked to…

  • Sometimes I reach that place;

    where everything matters so little that anything that requires motivation would make you angry except anger also takes motivation. It is about at that point that I start to feel like my life is falling apart again. I want nothing more than to lay in my own silence and do nothing, but if I did…

  • Still feeling down.

    At the end of the school year, all seemed really well. I was going to be with my fiance for most of the summer. I went to see the school shrink with confidence, and told her that I hadn’t needed the therapy for the last month I hadn’t received it. That’s how it always works,…

  • First Post;

    So usually my blogs are to myself on myspace, set so only I can read them. Basically it’s all the same though; self-loathing, a look at why I’m alive, some explanation as to why I shouldn’t be, a little on me through other’s eyes, and no conclusion. That’s always how the story ends. Drawing a…