Posts by gilmorefansvufan

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  • Just Not Me Anymore

    I’ve been meaning to write on here for sooooooo long but I’ve been really busy! I’ve started injuring again (I stopped in August but have wanted to SI since I stopped).  I don’t do it a lot because I have to see my doctor sometime for my yearly checkup and I don’t want him to notice any scars…

  • Hurt myself (title changed from original)

    On both sunday and monday I’ve injured and I’m terrified with summer coming soon that somebody might notice the abnormal scars….  I don’t know why I did it I stopped SI in August but I still thought about it excessively and I couldn’t stop and I just couldn’t help it…and now I really wanna tell my one…

  • My Tool

    So when I first started SI-ing back in december of last year I injured one way…it never really worked out though and it never helped as much as I felt it should have. Now back in August of this past year my friends confronted me because I told one of them and then that one told…

  • Good Day…TERRIBLE NIGHT!!!

    So today at school…I had a great day!!! Amazing actually! I got good grades back, saw friends, and had fun! I was still having a good day when I came home from school and for awhile after that however it suddenly started to spiral downward my best guy friend (probably) is going to take the partner…

  • Not #1

    Today I was having a pretty good day…until we got assigned a project now I love projects! I’m a total fan of projects but…its a group project and in this class…AP Euro I have friends but none of them are my best friends where I know that I’m already in a group and I have…

  • I’m Upset That I’m Happy?!

    Today…went better than yesterday…but I still feel things of wanting to go anorexic and wanting to go back to self injury. Because I had a better day I’m feeling happier…but its over the tiniest thing (getting my assignment notebook back) so I don’t feel like I can be happy and I also don’t want to…

  • Just Rambling…

    Its become a regular thought to go back to SI . I just found out it was Self Injury Awareness Day…and now I think it might have been the cause of my bad day. I’m depressed…even though I really don’t act it but I hate being around people now…it scares me because I’m not the “type”…

  • My parents?!?!

    Guys what are some ways to handle your mom if someone else’s mom might tell her?!?! What can I say to her???

  • My parents?!?!

    My one best friend’s mom is going to tell my mom that I injure and I don’t want that but I don’t really have an option any longer. What should I do?????

  • My parents?!?!

    I told my three best friends I injured the one told her mom and so did another one but the one girl’s mom is going to tell my mom. I want to lie to my mom.  I know this is horrible and I know that its not right but I can’t deal with her knowing. I’ve been…