Posts by gilmorefansvufan

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  • I Don’t Know How to Feel…

    My best friend and I have the same teacher for physics but in different class periods and my teacher is making us build a rocket (simple kinda…but not the problem) it’s a partner project and I kinda suspected that my friend might choose a partner in her class but I was also hoping not just…

  • Haven’t been on here in awhile…

    Hey so I know I haven’t been on here in awhile but today it was just bad…i was criticized a lot by my signing (ASL) ability from a hearing friend and it really hurt more than anything else probably because I want to go into deaf education. And then she acted like i didn’t know anything…

  • Becoming Annoying?!?!

    Lately I feel like I’ve become annoying to my one of my best friends and usually I’m not I can go weeks…months without talking to my three best friends but this year my one best friend and I have a class together, which has led to a lot more talking, and while yes it’s good…

  • Why.

    So last week I got this song called Why by Rascal Flatts, its a song about the affects of suicide and how the people around those who died deal with it. At first I think I tried to tell myself that it wasn’t affecting me, that I could listen to it countless times and it…

  • Building Up

    I’m back down that path of depression. I knew it was only a matter of time since school began on August 19th, but I stayed off of it, well partly off of it for awhile. But in honest truth I felt kind of weird not being in this state and now that I am again…

  • Letting it Out.

    I haven’t been on here in soo long but school started again at the end of August…which brings about all the problems again it seems. One of my best friends is going through stuff too and she texted me at midnight on friday morning when I was getting up at 6:15 (earlier than I usually do)…

  • Doctor Visit Today!

    I just found out (though  I knew it was coming up that I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow. I’m so freaked out! He said he never saw any scars the last time but my mom asked if he did see anything and now i’m just scared he’ll bring it up. My stomach is doing flip flops!…

  • Family Betrayal

    Yesterday (thursday) my family was SUPPOSED to go get new phones and I was super excited for the two days before that looking at full keyboard phones and then Blackberry’s and I was just happy! Then all the sudden I wake up our old neighbor (six year old or somethin like that) is coming over to…

  • Venting…

    I haven’t wrote on here in awhile…I could say that I’ve been really busy…but I know its a lie so I’m not going to say it. I haven’t been on here because I guess I thought I didn’t need it maybe I kept thinking, “Go write on it! Go you need to!” but I’d put…

  • I Feel Soooooo Horrible!

    One of my best friends told her mom that I SI this past summer and I honestly was horrible to my best friend because I was sooo angry at her for telling and I was horrible to her mom through my best friend herself because I was mad that she called my mom and told her…