Posts by gilmore_svu

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  • My Family…=[[

    so today (Sunday) I was upstairs in my room like allllll day I just didn’t wanna go down so I played sims2 and just relaxed so I thought everything was fine today (nobody was mad or fighting or whatever. And as far as i knew my mom hadn’t been smoking or drinking even though she…

  • My horrible mall experience

    so on dec. 14, 2008 (sorry I’m big with dates) I was walking out of a store meeting my parents and sister at a store further down when a man approached me and out of at least 20 ppl there he came up to me and asked me to take a survey I said sure…

  • I can’t do this anymore

    I’m going on vacation with my family and grandma and were saying that its a family thing in NC but really I’m going to Disney World! Happy times right well I go to my Ap Euro History class and I told the teacher yesterday that I’ll be gone from thurs-tues and she was just like…

  • Volleyball, Halloween, and AP.

    I assistant coach my jr high schools volleyball team since I’m in high school now I go back and help. So today I saw them by my friends house and seeing some of those girls made my day! But then I had to go to this suprise party for my best friend… it was okay…

  • Depression…

    I feel like I can walk through days and feel happy and hyper but I get soooo mad when I come home from school and at school I usually can just feel sad. But at home everyone annoys everyone does something to annoy me and that makes me mad over the tiniest thing ever! People…

  • My Homecoming was yesterday(10/18/08)…

    I went with a date I thought ‘hey I wont feel so alone this year’ I was wrong. I only felt worse he was a friend last year from biology class when I was a freshman as was he. Now I thought I liked him as more than a friend but now I just wanna…

  • Hurting

    I’m just so depressed and I was asked to homecoming YAY right? Ya but I cant get the fact outta may head that if I start dating this guy I’m only going to be hurt and that scares me…tooooo muchhh!!!!!!! I’m a sophmore in high school and I do enjoy it the only thing is…

  • I finally told!

    I have three best friends but one of them I’m SUPER close to a lot closer than the other two! Its funny cause I’ve known the other two for a longer period of time. Anyhow today she came over and we were sitting at the kitchen table my parents just left and we were talking. Suddenly…

  • BFFs?

    I was out with my best friends today I did everythin right except for one thing the feeling of depression never left. It was fun and it was nice to hangout with them but I couldn’t get the thought or feeling out of me. I feel really close to this one friend more than the…