Posts by -daelyn-

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  • back into the blue

    Feeling kind of bad right now … I convinced myself that I wanted to go swim suit shopping earlier today. I haven’t really studied myself in a mirror lately, in fact I kind of avoid seeing myself in mirrors. So when I was trying on swim suits I got a look at myself … like…

  • I feel so crushed right now. I’ve struggled with body image issues for several years and lately it’s got a lot worse. I’m super self-conscious about my weight and it’s been pushing me to SI and develop unhealthy eating practices. Basically it’s a really big deal for me. While at the doctor today, my mom…

  • bad place again

    I realize that I need help, I admit that I’m in a bad place again. Although I realize this, I also realize that my refusal to seek professional help will undo any other forms of support or lines for help that previously existed. By refusing to ask for professional assistance, so I must also forfeit…

  • I feel so out of touch with realty right now. Nothing seems real anymore. It’s been an emotional rollercoaster ride the past few weeks. I feel like I’m losing touch with reality … as if I’m regressing in every aspect as I grow more and more unsure. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m…

  • Overwhelmed again …

    I’m slowly becoming more overwhelmed. I’m stretched too thin and I don’t know what to do about it. I just want to tell everyone to stop, to give me a week to try to recover and then I’ll attempt to come back. I can’t hit stop though, everything just keeps going in fastforward-leaving me hopelessly…

  • not sure

    I’m not sure what’s going on with me anymore. It’s been about a month since I last SI’d and it’s been getting a little bit tougher lately. I completely isolated myself from everyone that has been there for me and wanted to help me. I haven’t exactly figured out why but I always push away…

  • I’ve been feeling really down lately. I don’t feel like I can talk to any of the people that have been helping and talking to me. I feel like I’m becoming a burden to them …to everyone. My problems are drowning me and I can’t find the strength to tread the water or to call…

  • Where am I now?

    I don’t really know what to write at the moment … I was kind of thinking about everything and what I wanted to write and I realized that it’s extremely similar to what I’ve written in the past. I feel like all of my posts are the same … probably because everything in my life…

  • Panic

    I’m feeling absolutely frantic right now. I’m not really sure what set me off but I’m totally on edge right now. I feel really anxious and so alone … really alone. I just told the only person that has stood by me for the last few years, enduring my tantrums, my mood swings, and my…

  • unsure

    I’m not really sure what to do right now … the urge to SI is really strong. I really want to give in to it, but we have company over and I’m so limited in locations that it makes me nervous. I have to be extremely careful about where I do it because someone might…