I ended up SI’ing a few days ago, it was all just becoming too much to handle. I felt horrible for SI’ing after I did it….. but I couldn’t help but to do so…. I just needed to. I know that I need to stop, but it’s really hard to. I did it because the loss of…
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I’m stummbling downwards once again. September really isn’t a good month for me, and it’s hitting me heard this year. My Grandpa passed away on September 11th a few years ago, and it always gets to me…. not that I didn’t expect that, but I just didn’t expect it to throw me off this bad….
Today I have relapsed… and it’s not the best feeling in the world. I feel so weak, I have no will power…. I just couldn’t resist the urges anymore… they haunt me in my waking hours, in my dream world…. I couldn’t escape them…. they were smothering me…. and now I gave into the temptation,…
I have been trying not to S.I., it’s been a few months since the last time I have. But everyday I have had the urge to, it’s like I don’t feel right when I’m not S.I. The pain is too much, I’m going through a rough time right now and I’m afraid that I’m going…