Posts by Ashlina

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  • Why can’t they understand?

    My dad began to scream at me earlier for not sending my sister the bit of money I owe her.  I had it ready for her when she was in town and she stood me up and didn’t meet me to get it.  I do realize I still should have sent it to her, but…

  • Why?

    I ran up to the drugstore the other day with my friend to buy diapers for my daughter.  I walked past an aisle and my eyes found a tool.   It was the strangest feeling and my heart jumped when I saw it, almost like someone had told me they loved me for the first time.  I couldn’t…

  • My beginning

    Wow.  I’m not really sure where to start so I guess I should add a bit of history to my first post.  When I was 15 I visited my dad in Pasadena and was sexually assaulted by a stranger.  I was in therapy for around six months and just sort of dealt with the situation I…