Posts by AliveButDead

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  • Constant Reminders

    People always seem to find ways to make me hate myself. It’s like they want me to SI. Today, someone said, “make sure you don’t break my desk I need to sit in it later.” I was sitting at there desk and I wanted to curl up and die. It’s so unfair, I’m friendly to…

  • Of Course

    Of course, It’s a happy day and everyone is jittery and loving, but me, I’m hating myself. I had to find something to wear and my closet is a bit sad. So anything I want to wear I have to study to make sure it’s not too much. So I look in the mirror and of…

  • Nervous

    Hi, I’m Arianna. I have SI’ed recently and I’m not sure that I can tell my parents. Well, I want to tell them, but I’m scared. Like sometimes, I’ll burst out crying because I’m afraid of something(I am extremely afraid of many things) and they’ll laugh at me. What if they think my problem is…