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  • circles

    I haven’t sied for some time now. (close to a year) but now i am feeling a stronger need to do it again than i ever have before. I have tried to tell my supports this but they aren’t so supporting. theyre just like well don’t do it and then i try to think of…

  • Realization

    I just realized something which kind of scares me. See sometimes when something happens i get into a bad mood. A depressed mood i guess. Now this mood is VERY dangerous for me especially when i am alone. Also because later i might reflect on it and want to si because of it or events…

  • what do you think..?

    Ok. so i recently had to do this project that jsut sent me over the edge and supremely stressed me out. It caused me to yearn for a way out that all of you know is not good. I wanted to SI more than i ever have and i almost did. Now i am feeling…

  • It could get worse

    i haven’t SIed for a long time now, I’ve only done small things. However i am in a level 5 class and we have this project that has driven me insane. I have felt the need to SI worse than i ever have before. The only reason i didn’t is because of my support system. However…

  • its starting to become too much again.

    why is it that even when i feel like i have escaped i haven’t. my mom is upset because of the way things are going with my mentor. she doesn’t think that the hanging out we do counts and i just want to scream at her to forget it that i don’t see how it…

  • Worried, Confused, A mess

    I really want to si right now. I stayed home from school today due to the fact th at i had had a fever the night before and i didn’t feel great waking up. It wasn’t major and i could of delt but i did n’t want it to get worse with my fall finals…