I have not self harmed for 7 months now. THis is the longest length of itme I have gone without harming. I thought as time went on that it would get easier and easier. However, I have found that to be false. The longer it has been since I harmed, the harder it is to not do it. This seems backwards to me. I don’t understand why it is so hard now. Did anyone out there find this to be true for them? If so, how did you make it through? I don’t want my stretch to end, but I am feeling that it is going to. The urges are getting so very hard to ride out and not act on. I feel very alone and scared I am going to mess up again. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.