I have not self harmed for 7 months now.  THis is the longest length of itme I have gone without harming.  I thought as time went on that it would get easier and easier.  However, I have found that to be false.  The longer it has been since I harmed, the harder it is to not do it.  This seems backwards to me.  I don’t understand why it is so hard now.  Did anyone out there find this to be true for them?  If so, how did you make it through?  I don’t want my stretch to end, but I am feeling that it is going to.  The urges are getting so very hard to ride out and not act on.  I feel very alone and scared I am going to mess up again.  Any advice would be greatly appreciated.