Just recently I have self harmed, for the first time ever. I had attempted before but was always too scared to do it, which made me feel like a failure. When it finally happened I felt accomplished & almost happy. Idk if it made my depression better or not. I’ve also just recently started struggling with depression, normally it’s just my anxiety that consumes me. I find that I become so depressed due to the anxiety. I am depressed & lonely thinking that I will never be “normal” or be able to live a normal life like other people. Which really scares me. Wondering if anyone else struggles with depression caused by anxiety?