Hi. I’m pretty new to this well the blogging thing not really the self injuring thing…

I haven’t hurt myself in about three years and every day is a constant struggle but lately I have just wanted to so badly that it kind of scares me. Not kill myself, no. Just injure. That’s all. I just kind of need help figuring out how to not do that. I don’t even exactly know why I’m typing this at the moment or what I think I’ll gain by doing this, but I dunno I just kind of need advice. Friends aren’t an option, I don’t want them to worry about me. Family has never caught on…Anyways, any advice out there? It’s getting tough and I don’t know how to occupy myself so I won’t think of it….Okay, thanks…