I wish I could understand why or who or even when it all got so out of sorts. I thought things were okay and now I’m exhausted from every thought and feeling. My friends pushed and pushed asking what was wrong this morning and now they’re pretending to care. I know I can handle many things, but I’m tired of hiding and lying to me and everyone else. I wish I knew how to ask, I’m40 something and people think that I should just suck it up and move on, but they don’t understand that even I don’t know why I do this.
Please get therapy. Lori Vann is a good counselor in this field. You are not to suck it up. It only makes it worse. Praying for you
Thanks, I just had surgery about6weeks ago and I haven’t seen my counselor in weeks. It’s lonely being stuck by yourself with all those thouthoughts that take up residence in my head. I’m always hiding from every thing.Yesterday was awful and now they know my secret. It’s just exhausting sometimes and I know I need help, it’s just so hard to find those people who will listen.
Shelly Gloyna is a great counselor in her office and she is a great listener. Also has a soothing voice to help. Please call and schedule an appt. That way you can go as soon as you are healed and ready to go. You have already taken your first step. Congrats. Invite someone over to stay with you. Are you in church? or a club of some kind where you have connected with someone.
Thank you. I will look for her. My counselor hasn’t been very communicative and now I’m not sure she will keep seeing me. It’s so hard to find a counselor I can connect with. I feel like such a failure with this most recent relapse and knowing most of my so called friends are ready to jump ship doesn’t help either. My husband looks at my s.i. and looks like he’s going to lose it. The ranks are thinning and family isn’t an option either, because we don’t speak hardly. I will try that name. I know I need help and support but right now both seems so unattainable. They all act like I’ve done something to them instead of myself.
Here is here number. 469 556 0734. It is very important that you stay in therapy. She does family counselor also. Still praying