I used to wonder when enough would be enough, will it ever get better? I know it has to or at least it’s supposed to. This last weekend was so hard for me, but I got through with no s. I. , but not easy. I need to back to counseling soon and I hope that will help. Life is what we make it, or that’s what they tell me. Trying to believe it right now. I have felt alone, but I hope sharing here will help me and maybe help someone else.