Idk why I joined I injured today and it made me feel alive like I’m not just dead to the world. I am having a hard time covering my marks up some gy at work noticed me. I really wish I knew why I feel like this I am sick and twisted I know this and I really just want to feel OK again.I want to feel alive like some one cares or loves me because I feel like I’m so alone. Injuring seems to make it all go away and I feel better. But then again who wants a girl with scars.