I’m new here, but need to talk. I’ve been diagnosed bipolar for many years. Struggled with SI for a long time also. I can go years without even thinking about it, and then a set back happens. I was recently hospitalized as a result of my SI. I guess things got out of control. Even tried to SI in the hospital which got me put on 1:1. I keep waiting for the feelings to change. I keep looking for my “why quit” response. I don’t have kids to quit for. What answer to other people have, cause I’m not doing well quitting on my own.