I have not been here for 3 years, on this site. I am struggling a lot recently and am in need of comfort. I haven’t si’d in 2 years and almost 1 month. Things are getting very stressful atm. I feel like si is all I can think about when I’m not busy, like laying down to go to sleep. Which has messed up my sleeping. At the moment and possibly for two more weeks, my left arm is in a cast, which makes it harder to type. An ed support site I visit is pretty vacant since I returned this past week and I’m in desperate need of support. I’m scared I will si again. The thoughts are more frequent lately and idk where else to turn. Thanks for reading.