Right now, I am wishing I had never handed my tools over. I have spent the last two days feeling both angry and anxious, and I know why. I need to confront someone, and I hate doing that sort of thing, it makes me anxious and the person has hurt me so many times, which has caused my anger. I am worried I will get desperate and find some other tool to use. Then again, maybe not. Maybe I am strong enough not to go looking for something else after all. Instead, I can pray and make myself some tea. Yes, I will do those things.