There are some things you should know about me..I am going to high school, ninth grade. I easily make friends and everyone thinks im such a happy teen but that couldnt be farther from the truth….things are getting better now but because of what happened in the past, im getting worse. When i was really little i lived with my grandma and i thought she was my mom…then i was taken from her so i could live im America with my mom and dad…it really hurt. When my parents were together my dad used to verbally abuse us and my mom and used to hit us. Then if that wasnt bad enough, i was molested by my brother…i was six years old when it started eight when he stopped…i just figured it out and i am disgusted with myself…i started S.H when i was 8 but started to use stronger methods and weapons when i turned twelve. I need help……please…..