I am 29 years old and have been injuring for 7 years now.  Back in the winter, it got out of control.  I sought help from my pastor and his wife.  My pastor’s wife is like a mother to me- an amazing mother.  She and her husband are moving across the country to follow the Lord’s calling.  I cannot handle this- I need her influence in my life… I want to injure.  Yesterday was 4 months of no injuring.  I don’t even care- I want to injure.  I am hurting so badly…