I don’t even know if I want to stop yet. But I do know if I don’t quit people will find out the hard way and I don’t want that either. I just wish people weren’t always in the business of pretending everything’s fine. SI is my only way of being able to pretend that everything is fine. People will say all the time they’re fine when they aren’t and I wish people would just be honest! Why is that so hard???
Honesty is hard because people are scared of the repercussions. For example; what will people think of me or will they treat me different. All you can do is be honest with yourself and as honest as is barable with those whom you interact, and hope that they will show you the same.