I started self injuring around 6 years ago and soon after went through the S.A.F.E. adolescent program back when it was in Texas. I never COMPLETELY stopped injuring, but i was doing it very very infrequently (once or twice a year).
Recently after a bad bout of depression i have had a relapse. In the last few months i have injured more than i have in a long time. Maybe even more than when before i went into treatment 6 years ago. The depression has mostly subsided, but the urge to injure has not. The frequency varies. I know i shouldn’t do it, and i know that eventually i will have to stop, but right now i have absolutely no desire to stop.