Thank u for your post. I am just learning my way around the site and have not figured out to post a reply to u. It is nice to “talk” to ppl who understand.  As I’ve mentioned I am currently struggling with a SI flare-up. My psychologist suggested I try to find a place to chat with others Who’ve shared my experience. I’ve been SIing since high school when things with my parents started to fall apart. this was/is one of the few SI sites. I also have bing eating disorder and tried the ED sites but don’t feel comfortable sharing my SI issues. Spring is here and it’s time for shorts and short sleeves. What bad timing for a flare-up (as if anytime is great). I realize that’s sounds pretty twisted. R ther moderators on this site?  How long have u been on it?