I just wish that I could disappear some days. I feel like I’m never making any progress and it frustrates me feeling so stuck. I just want everything to magically resolve so that way I don’t have to feel this way anymore. I just want to be “normal” for once. I’m so tired of bouncing back and forth between eating problems and self harm. I just want to be happy with my life … but that doesn’t seem possible. The medicines never seem to help and the therapists haven’t been able to make progress with me yet either. I just feel so worn out from trying and so exhausted from being battered by the never ending cycle. I just want things to stop. I’m so tired of everything, life is just wearing me away and I’m not sure that I have very much left.