So I haven’t been on this site for a long time but I just want to give some hope for those still struggling with SI. I have been almost 2 years SI free. It has been a long road and I am still healing. Dialectical behavioral therapy really helps with this behavior. I have been in this type of therapy for 4.5 years and it is tough but has really helped me level out and function again. You just have to put forth the effort to get better and most importantly..want to get better.
There is hope. And borderline personality disorder is treatable! If you need further support I am more than willing to help and talk to you. Please send me a message if you need to talk