In all my past post, I’m sure that I have written many things that have nothing to do with SI. I’m sorry if that annoyed some of the reads. I had things that I needed to get off my chest and had no where else to go. But, in the end, this still didn’t help me too much. I still have my problems and they only seem to be getting worse.

I mainly cmae here this morning is to say thanks to those few that have listened to me and that have tried to help some. Some more than others. If it wasn’t for two special people, I really don’t know how I would be right now completely. With their help, I have been able to make it almost two more years. They have listened to all the things that I had to say and offered help when needed. The both of them are special and I’m glad that I had them in my life.

I’m not saying that I’m all better now. I’m just to the point that I know what I need to do more even ever. I have to stop lying to myself and to everyone else around me when it comes to how I’m doing. I have to face the fact that it’s only me that has to deal with me. No one else. I’m the one that has to live with all the decisions that I make.