Hey, guys! So I’m really pondering going to safe to visit the staff and just be in the environment. I feel like it’s just something I have to do. When I think about my old self, i just want to hold her and let her cry and I just wish I could just tell her how much better life will be. I never imagined to be where I am now. Almost done with high school, going to college for Psychology and special education, and finally found the person I want to be with for the rest of my life. (I know I’m young, let me learn blah blah blah)
I just want people to know how it is possible to have a much, much happier life. You’re talking to a girl who developed depression at 13 years old, has had panic disorder her whole life, self injured since she was 13, developed anorexia/bulimia at 14, and tried to commit suicide at 15. I NEVER in a million years that I would smile again. I was, at the time, one of the most negative people you could meet. I know it doesn’t seem possible now, but recovery is possible and I am here for anyone who needs to talk to me. Please feel free to comment on this!