I have asked myself the question of: “How does God feel about the fact that I injure myself?” When I read blog posts and emails from those who struggle, how do I feel
after reading them? Really really sad. Sad that you all are walking down the same road I am on. I would never wish this on anyone in a million years. It breaks my heart that you all are hurting that bad and doing this. I think that is how God feels. Not disgusted or angry that we are injuring ourselves when we hurt, but just sad. Sad
that we are hurting that bad inside that we have to do that. He never wished this on us in a million years. And it breaks His heart that we are hurting that bad and doing this.