I dont know wat to do anymore im 14 my middle school years went downfall thats when i went to the counclerrs 4 times for si i lost all my freinds lost my reputation of a nice guy i lost everything that made me happy now 9 grade its even worse new kids just tell me junk not even wanna try to be freinds or anything its just gonna get worse and the. Lead to si i dont want that i wanna be better to prove to ppl im not a freak like they say i dont know how though