As of October 28 2013 I have no participated in si for three years. It is an amazing feeling to know that I have gone three years without self harm but it is also hard to believe. It seems like it was participating in si just yesterday and the battle is surely not over. I still struggle everyday but I feel great! I just wanted to post this to inspire those who are maybe just trying to not self harm for a day, or week, or month, or year. There is hope and there is help. You can do it! I did. I feel so much better. The battle isn’t over but I am winning and that is something I NEVER thought I would be able to say.