So this is going to sound terrible, but I am just going to be honest. It feels good to know that my mom will never have that close relationship with me because of all of the horrible things she has said to me, and for not listening to what I was needing from her at all. I don’t tell my mom anything personal. I just email my friends or call them if I have a problem or if something exciting happens. If something bad were to ever happen to me, my mom is the last person I would call. I would normally feel bad for being like this, but I don’t. She broke that trust on her own.