I know that I have said some about why I SI. It’s not really for the release that it provides. It’s for the pain that it causes to myself. In my last post, I talked about the new job that I have. I guess that I should explain a little bit more. I work with fibreglass and make car parts. Some of them are pretty easy to make and deal with. Some of them though aren’t. Last night, I injured myself while I was at work.

In my opinion, the place isn’t set up right. There’s a lot of stretching that you have to do. Because of that, I know that I have once again hurt my shoulder. I can’t do anything to get it to go back into place short of seeing a doctor and I won’t do that either. I have to stand and walk on concrete all night. They don’t have any rubber mats for us to stand on for safety. By the time I get home, I can barely walk. My knees are swellen and my lower back is sore.

That’s what I mean by my job punishing me so I don’t have to anymore……