I’m so confused right now. I’m not as bad as some people have been, but I’m getting worse. I’m a preacher’s daughter and granddaughter.  I used to be really into god. But problems in my life just pushed me away and I don’t want anything to do with him. A lot of my problems is because of my father and my brother. And of course everything else that is going on in my life piles on top of each other. I still know there’s a god, but if he’s anything like my father than I want him to leave me alone. Is that wrong? I jumped off this cliff and I feel like I ‘m falling and I can’t stop falling! I just don’t know.