I’ve been 45 days SI free and am really, really proud of myself. It may not be a lot in the long run, but it’s the longest I’ve made it since January. I just keep thinking how no one cares, which I guess is why I’m posting here now. I know that people here will at least understand how much of a challenge this is. I don’t think I’m gonna be able to depend on my boyfriend anymore though, I have to break up with him for good this time 🙁 It’s okay though, I will survive without him and recover.