So I feel like my whole life is falling apart and everything is just going wrong wrong wrong. I have been in an absolute state of depression for months now, my anxiety has been out of control, I’m working through a traumatic event that I had forgotten about for almost ten years, I don’t have counseling this week due to her having surgery (which was unexpected for her), and now I find out that one of the ministers at my church and his family are moving. Seriously? I just don’t think I can tolerate any more stress. I am super grateful that his wife told me before they announced it to everyone this upcoming Sunday, or I would have just cried in front of everyone and embarrassed myself. The timing is just terrible (but then again, when is timing for something like this ever right), and I feel so selfish for feeling so upset about the whole thing, especially since it is a good opportunity for them. I am just so so tired of all of the stress and everything. Nothing is going right anymore.
I can totally relate. It feels like when one thing goes wrong, they all go wrong. And to be honest sometimes everything IS going wrong, but the only thing to do is to think of tomorrow, look for the light at the end of the day and be positive. (Easier said than done though I tell ya!). Still. I know this post was from a week ago, i hope everything has gotten a little better for you. Stay Strong and you can do this! <3