I don’t know what’s wrong with me these day.. I get emotional over the smallest things. Whenever I’m in pain I think I need to self harm, but I always try to get my mind off things but sometimes it’s too late. I’m scarred. It’s so ugly.. I’m so ugly. When I look in the mirror all I think is yuck, I’m yuck completely ugly. I get told I’m pretty/beautiful/cute/hot but I ignore when people say that because I know it’s a lie! They should just admit I’m ugly! I hate myself so much and right now I want to die…